Article: My Sexual Fantasies

Recently, fellow sex toy reviewer Rebsy wrote a post about her sexual fantasies that made me think about my own personal fantasies…

I realized that describing my own personal sexual fantasies was more difficult than I expected. First, they are not the typical male sexual fantasies of having threesomes or fucking a schoolgirl, or being in an orgy. Catholic schoolgirls do not turn me on because I went to Catholic school and I had sex with a couple of my classmates – no taboo there. Slutty clothes? Nah – not even on my dolls. Threesomes? Not one to brag, but been there, done that and they are nothing like in the porn movies you love to watch. Fucking a porn star? I have seen them in person without makeup and I have neighbors that look sexier in their pajamas…

So, what are my fantasies? They are more realistic than most – after all, I am a fat guy who had been in threesomes and orgies already. If the conditions align, these can also become reality. Others are total fantasies because they belong completely in fiction. Regardless, let me share a couple I had not made a reality… yet.

Sex with a hot dwarf

I had been always attracted to petite women – those smaller than 5 ft 3 in – , and most of my former girlfriends fall under that category. But when I see hot dwarfs like Karla Michell Sanchez (from Puerto Rico) and Karina Lemos (from Brazil) I cannot avoid having fantasies with them. Both of these women have a type of dwarfism that keep the proportions of their bodies so basically they are scaled down women. Both are very feminine, attractive, and successful in their careers: Karla Michell is a dancer, model, and comedian in Puerto Rico while Karina Lemos is a model in Brazil.

Karina Lemos

My fantasies with these women has nothing to do with how “big” my penis will look – I know enough to understand it would be just an optical illusion – but it has to do more with how easy is to move them around. With 4 ft – 10 or less, they do not weight much, making sex with them a total adventure (at least in my fantasies).

Karla Michell in her ‘Degollina” character

Why do do you think I have so many scaled down dolls like my Sili and Suki?

 

Reenacting the Death Wish 2 rape scene

Yes, I know rape is a hideous crime and I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A WOMAN WITHOUT HER CONSENT, but when I was growing up during the 1980’s, every action movie would have some sort of sex scene. One of the scenes that impressed me the most was the second rape scene in Death Wish 2. I am not going to describe the scene – you can see it by clicking at this link (NSFW) – but what impressed me was how it was directed. The guy has total control over her and all the possible physical violence is implied in the scene. In my opinion, it is the perfect scene to play in a dominant / submissive scene. I have re-enacted this with some of my dolls in various times, but I would love to re-enact it with a consenting living woman.

Complete a Hedonistic Sexual Marathon

I discovered having what can be considered hedonistic sexual practices. This means I like actions that use the senses – touch, taste, smell, eyesight, and hearing – to provoke pleasure. Of course, I had always played with how many senses are available during sex because when you incapacitate one sense, the others increase their performance to compensate. One of my former girlfriends became addicted to being physically restrained and blindfolded during sex because her orgasms were epic…

Now, back in the 1980’s I used to read Cosmopolitan a lot. Before you judge my selection of reading material, I spent most of the time in my aunt’s house and she had hundreds of these magazines – it was the only thing to read besides the newspaper. Since access to porn was very difficult, I would use anything as inspiration for my masturbation sessions and Cosmo was full of photos of sexy women with super erect nipples – enough for me to get a boner and choke the chicken until the final consequences. Add the articles full of sexual content, a couple of suggestive photos, and a horny teenager in a lonely bathroom and you get  the perfect setting for great masturbatory sessions.

Anything with her face in the 1980’s was masturbation material…

In one of those magazines, I remember reading about this sexual game that used specific parts of the body to bring your partner to orgasm. The catch was that you could only use a specific part of your body – mouth, hands, or feet – to stimulate your partner and genitals were not allowed to be touched directly. For example, one day we would use only our hands to bring each other to orgasm (without manipulating the genitals) and the following day we would use only our mouths. The game was a marathon of seven sessions with different techniques, forcing you to identify and exploit other erogenous parts of the body. The description of the techniques was just like the best Penthouse Forum story and the photos were good enough to help the imagination.

As I grew, I put in practice some of the things I read on that article. I added my own stuff like sensory deprivation or physical restraints, but I had NEVER been able to apply the whole process with any of my partners. I would like to be able to complete the marathon one of these days…

Having sex with a shapeshifter.

As any guy will tell you, we LOVE variety… So what better that having sex with a shapeshifter?

Shapeshifters had existed in our collective mind since the beginning of history. From Titans to fairies, from werewolves to succubi, our folklore is full of beings who can transform in the stuff of our dreams (or nightmares). The type of shapeshifter I fantasize is like X-men’s Mystique – women who could change their appearance to any fantasy. I find Mystique sexy as hell even in her natural blue / spiky self. Having the ability to change into any woman I could think of just makes her the perfect fantasy material…

Just one rule though: Keep your form feminine. I am not interested in waking up with Arnold Schwarzenegger spooning me from behind…

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